Ouch! That Hurt

Not another rejection
I can not handle it once again
A stab in the heart.

Night falls and I welcome it's darkness,
That's when I can let the
Hot tears of failure fall.

Heart ripped out of chest,
Why can I not breathe?
All of a sudden my mind is a restless mess.

All I can think about is sleeping
And not being on this plane at all,
But being far, far away from it all.

Then my mind flashes,
What more could I have done?
What could I have said?

Why couldn't you have accepted me?
What is so wrong with my creation?
Why did I fail again?

Am I doomed to fail?
I know I don't like failure
And to fail once again, is making me want to quit.

Published on April 18, 2006 in